April 2011
Growing up.
Everyone wishes for something that they don’t have. Age is definitely one of those things.
In middle school, everyone wanted their driver’s license, to be a cool high schooler.
In high school, everyone is done with high school. The douches, heart breaks, academics, pressure, all of it. They want to move forward in life. Become an adult.
I always hear adults complain about their...
My laptop
Just broke. o_o
Yeah. :D
Kristian: Fuck yeah! And fucking be the hottest, sexiest, most fuckable people at school.
Me: But we already are ;D
Kristian: Then take everything I just said... And add a motherfucking squared on that shit!
I just finished watching Julie & Julia. Cute...
Makes me hungry.
I love Lady Gaga. :D
A mental image that has been stuck in my head...
Yesterday.. Bryce did a gesture that indicated that she was… “Jacking off.” That’s the only thing I see now.
I want to go on an adventure before Spring Break...
Either drive to an unknown city,
Or walk around Tracy. As in.. Walk.
“The only straight I am is straight-up bitch.”
– Santana
Apologies,
I’m sorry for all the people I’ve hurt. It’s strange to me because the people I care for the most.. I’ve probably hurt the most.
Sorry for being selfish. Sorry for dragging you into this. Sorry for my moment of weakness.
Let me gather myself, and hopefully things will work out.
I've had it.
The last couple weeks have been so frustrating to me. Frustrating and terrible. I’ve been hiding my frustration for a while, and I’ve been getting good at it.
But you know what.. I’m done with being a teenager, with school, relationships, parents, responsibilities.
It’s spring break, a break from school. It’s also my break for relationships. My mom has been...
My mom came home from the Philippines,
and she brought me gifts.
I got two little cases of plastic balloons. xD They’re probably not called plastic balloons, but I’ve been calling them that since I was two.
I’m ecstatic.
If happiness is what I'm searching for,
How could I be happy if it may require hurting someone? Knowing that I hurt that person will bring me down. It will bring me lower than I have ever felt.
Just public thinking..
:D
Have you ever been accused of cheating? Relationship wise, no. School wise,.. I’ve been caught cheating in eighth grade.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Nope, they’re like suckish pillows. And.. the eyes are always hard and.. Yeah. Would you change anything about your childhood? Nope.
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Nope. what is your least favorite...
These last couple days has been super fun.
Normally, I make no attempt to hang out with people.
There are the people I hang out with, almost instinctively. Once I get out of school, it isn’t a question when they text me, but just a “I’ll pick you up later today, kay?”
But when someone you don’t normally hang out with.. Hangs out with you. It’s just so much fun. I loved the last couple of days.
...
loveleyanne asked: Hahah, basketball only though.
The others just bore me to sleep :D
The others just bore me to sleep :D
In times like these.. I just want to split my head...
This is the worst packet I have ever assembled. ...
Reading House of Spirits.
School.
This is the worst possible time to be lolligaggin’.
My grades… suck.
I have 217 points for HA1 due tomorrow + 150 Major assignment points. I have 40 pages to read of House of Spirits with four commentaries..
These are the grades I will be submitting to college.
I’m embarrassed. -__-
I seriously.. Lost all motivation for school right now.
What’s been in my head...
I just need to announce to the world that
k3alyanna:
Kristian can’t eat food quite as well as I can.
I win.
I honestly couldn’t believe that happened. xD!
