March 2010
“But I can’t stop from just smiling
When that damn sun is shining on...”
– Shining On by Big D and the Kids Table
Post 26.
So confused about some stuff.
Today was even better then yesterday. Gahh!! What a beautiful weekend. I went shopping, hung out with amazing people, and tightened bonds. Everything is beautiful. Life is beautiful.
But eh, kinda confused about somethings. Would I miss an opportunity because someone whom I love cares about me? Should I take a opportunity and find out it wasn’t a chance at...
Post 25.
Today. Was. Amazing.
Last night was All-District, I actually had a lot of fun. Regardless of how “stupid” or “silly” All-District can be to some people, I thought it was complete BS how some people treated it. Every performance should be taken seriously, it doesn’t matter what it is for or why.
Anyways, on the brighter side.
Today was amazing. The school day...
“If you love someone, tell him or her. Forget about the rules or the fear of...”
Post 24.
I had a little breakdown.
I carried my problems and over thought them, I stacked school work on top of that and only thought about deadlines, and what sent everything toppling down over was the stress that just resulted from it all. I’m taking things very, very slow now thanks to some venting.
I’m alive and well, and I think life should be enjoyed to its fullest, even if the...
Post 23.
I usually refrain from swearing on my posts.
Even though things have been going “swimmingly,” I just feel like I can never be happy, because of some crappy clashing of heads. This clashing of heads seemed to have sparked my thinking, and during swim today, I thought about problems. I came to several conclusions:
I fucking hate myself
I will never get what I want
I will never get...
Post 22.
I haven’t really posted things in a while.. But gosh, have things been going swimmingly. I seriously feel like life is working out beautifully for me for the last couple weeks. Screw all the negative things I have been saying in all of my posts. I feel like, I have set up next year to be amazing. I guess things have been going “swimmingly” until now though. I never had a...
Post 21.
Today was pretty good,
Until I heard you talking crap. I woke up feeling pretty good. That feeling I get while my “sister” drives and I stare at the time determines my day. Swearing in my head as I watch the colon in between the numbers flash. And I just get an amazing feeling when I make it before the bell rings. And I love it when my friends in that class are awake and hyper. ...
